Don't wana recognise when things go bad.

well i'm ready to drop

12 June
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Hope you pull through andy :(

I think I, I could use a little break, today was a good day.
I think I, I could use a little break, today was a good day.
It's a deep sea on which I'm floating. Still I sink to think that i must...

Crawl, theres things that aren't worth giving up I know.
When you can't bear to carry me I'll fight.
You live the life you're given with the storms outside somedays all I do is watch the sky,
Today was a good day, today was a good day.

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[.x.]I'm Grimmi. i'm 15 and i love music and art.

[.x.]Im in love with ♥Never Heard Of It♥ and i love them to bits.

[.x.]My friends areee..

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Siana Mel and Loz

Mark,Sean,Inch,Ben,Rhys,Tory,Luke,Mad,Maddy,Mez,Row etc

and all my internet friends
Han,Becky,Emily,LJ,Lizzie,Mazzy,Kimmi,Sarah,Sarah,Tanya,Louise,Jess,Ash,etc you all rule.

[.x.]my boyfriend ed ♥ love ya

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[.x.]I love Chinese, Gigs, Music, Stella/Carling/WKD(Alcohol), Cigarettes and going out with my friends.

♥N.H.O.I, The Used, The Distillers, Fall Out Boy, Something Corporate, Mae, Coheed and Cambria, Hole, Tsunami Bomb, UnderOath, My Chemical Romance, Motion City Soundtrack, Jack's Mannequin, The Glitterati, Funeral For A Friend, HIM, Hawthorne Heights, FM Static, No Doubt, Sugarcult, Lost Prophets, Blink 182, A.F.I, Brand New, Avenged Sevenfold, Taking Back Sunday, Linkin Park, The Offspring, Spunge, InMe, Less Than Jake , Green Day, Hiding With Girls, Goldfinger, xisLOADED, Bowling For Soup and New Found Glory.♥

[.x.]Davin Dell'Osa,Rick Avery, Elmo Jams, Jeff Annenberg, Bert McCracken, Pete Wentz, Brody Dalle, Gwen Stefani, Andrew Mcmahon

Yes and at this point i'd like to say how much I love Loz and how amazing she is... (only cause she forced me to) Jokes! Loveajous my bestie friendiessss xxxxxx

♥She had screeching weasel playin on her radio
windows down she looked at me then she waved hello
smiled back and thought about the time my dad said there'd be a lightning bolt♥

Alone-Never Heard Of It

my e-mail addy is nothing_left_to_say@hotmail.co.uk and my aim is tequilaNHOItaco IM me whenever.
*.x.Because I need you more than you need me,Because we move too fucking fast,I think I really had to wish to make this last.x.*

#I'm willing to break myself to shake this hell from everything I touch. I'm willing to bleed for days more reds and grays so you don't hurt so much..#

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Long Survey About Yourself
What time are you starting this?:21.04
Date of birth?:12.06.90
Eye color?:Green
Where were you born?:Crawley
Number of candles on your last birthday cake?:2, the big candles with the numbers on
Hair color?:dyed red black
Town you live in?:Horsham
Favorite foods?:Carbonara, Chicken and Mushroom Pie, Boiled eggs, Chicken and Bacon pizza and Siana's Mum's chicken and mayo sarnies
Ever been to Africa?:nope
Been toilet papering?:nope
Love someone so much it made you cry?:yes
Been in a car accident?:nope
Croutons or bacon bits?:croutons
Favorite day of the week?:friday.saturday
Favorite resturant?:pizza piaza-the meal :)
Favorite flower?:roses and lillys
Favorite sport to watch?:um none
Favorite drink?:milk, smirn off ice, sanmiguel, wkd, kronenberg,
Favorite ice cream flavor?:vanilla currently
Warner Bros. or Disney?:disney
Favorite fast food restuarant?:subway in brighton=fit
Carpet color in your bedroom?:red
How many times did you fail your driver's test?:never taken it
Whom did you get your last email from?:a foward from beca fleig
Which store would you choose to max out your credit card?:not sure to be honest
What do you do most often when you are bored?:take dumb quizzes like these
Most annoying thing to say to me?:??
Bedtime?:whenever i'm tired
Favorite TV show?:my wife and kids, friends, my super sweet sixteen, one on one, that's so raven, wife swap, brat camp, britains next top model
Last person you went out to dinner with?::um my mum,dad,brother,brothers girlfriend,two of my brothers friends and my aunt and uncle for my brother's birthday
Been out of country?:yep
Believe in magick?:?
Ford or Chevy?:duno
What are you listening to right now?:Bayside-Devotion and Desire
Have you ever failed a grade?:yes
If you have, what grade did you fail?: got a U in BCS :(
Do you have a crush on someone?:i duno
Do you have a bf/gf?:nope
If so, what is their name?:...
How long have you been together?:....
What are you wearing right now?:my malaga top and combats cause i just dyed my hair
Would you have sex before marriage?:yep
Have you ever had a crush on any of your teachers?:no
Are you a virgin?:yes
Do you smoke?:yes
Do you drink?:yes
Are you ghetto?:yes me and craig mate!!
Are you a player?:nope
What are your favorite colors?:black pink *darkbluedarkblue* purple red white
What is your favorite animal?:tortoise,duck,llama
Do you have any birthmarks?:got a small notch in my top lip and a freckle on my left hand, middle finger
Have you ever gotten your ass kicked?:probably
Who do you talk to most on the phone?:my friends
Have you ever been slapped?:not that i can remember, not seriously anyway
Do you get online a lot?:yes
Are you shy or outgoing?:depends.mainly outgoing
Do you shower?:yes
Do you hate school?:yes
Do you have a social life?:i hope so
How easily do you trust people?:takes me time to trust but i usually trust people easily
Do you have a secret people would be surprised knowing?:yes
Would you ever sky dive?:yeah
Do you like to dance?:yeah fun
Have you ever been out of state?:we don't have states
Do you like to travel?:yes it's fun
Have you ever been expelled from school?:nope
Have you ever been suspended from school?:nope
Do you want to get out of your hometown?:nope
Are you spoiled?:sometimes
Are you a brat?:nope
Have you ever been dumped?:once
Have you ever gotten high?:yes...'i'm guna die!' 'OH DAMN!' 'HEY SIANA WHATS UP WHATS UP WIT U GIRLLL!'
Do you like snapple?:huh?
Do you drink a lot of water?:not particulary
What toothpaste do you use?:mccleans
Do you have a cell phone?:yes
Do you have a curfew?:yeah but i don't stick to it
Who do you look up to?:gwen stefani, brody dalle, nhoi, my friends most importantly
Are you a role model?:not at all
Have you ever been to Six Flags or Cedar Point?:nope
What name brand do you wear the most?:urmm...stareco?
What kind of jewelry do you wear?:just random bracelets
What do you want pierced?:my lip, more ear piercings, and my belly if i lost weight.
Do you like takin pictures?:yes
Do you like gettin your picture taken?:nope i get embarassed
Do you have a tan?:nope
Do you get annoyed easily?:if i'm stressed i can do
Have you ever started a rumor?:nope
Do you have your own phone or phone line?:nope only my mobile
Do you have your own pool?:nope
Do you prefer boxers or briefs?:boxers
Do you have any siblings?:one brother
Have you ever been played?:nope
Have you ever played anyone?:nope
Do you get along with your parents?:sometimes
How do you vent your anger?:have a fag, failing that cry!
Have you ever ran away?:nope
Have you ever been fired from a job?:nope
Do you even have a job?:babysitting next door is it
Do you daydream a lot?:yes
Do you have a lot of ex's?:only 3
Do you run your mouth?:huh?
What do you want a tattoo of?:a little star on my hip and some more when i can decide on designs
What do you have a tattoo of?:none
What does your ex bf/gf look like?:urm mark looks like ermm, porcupine hair, different colour eyes, quite small...nick...tall,blonde,:\...ed..nearly same height as me, brown floppy hair
What does your most recent crush look like?:blonde hair quite tall
Whats her/his name?:sean
Have you ever been bitched out?:huh?
Are you rude?:can be but rarely
What was the last compliment you recieved?:urm some person in my d.t set liked my hair colour
Do you like getting dirty?:urm?
Are you flexiable?:no!
What is your heritage?:english
What is your lucky number?:12, 14, 31, 2, 9, 24, 26
What does your hair look like right now?:just dyed, fluffy and down
Could you ever be a vegetarian?:no probably not
Describe your looks?:urm tall, redy hair, average boring looking
If you had to completely dye your hair it'd be what color?:red like it is now.like something different though
Would you ever date someone younger than you?:depends how young
Would you ever date someone older than you?:depends how old
When was the last time you were drunk?:urm 5 days ago
How many rings until you answer the phone?:quite a few
Have you ever been skinny dipping?:nope
If yes, when was the last time?:...
When was the last time you went on a date?:i never been taken on a date as such
Do you look more like your mother or father?:mum
Do you cry a lot?:sometimes
Do you ever cry to get your way?:no not really
What phrase do you use most when on the phone?:cool or yeah
Are you the romantic type?:i love it
Have you ever been chased by cops?:nope
What do you like most about your body?:honestly.nothing.
What do you like least about your body?:alot
When did you have your first crush?:august bank holiday 2004
When was the last time you threw up?:urm a long time ago
In the opposite sex, do you prefer blondes or brunettes?:both
Do you ever wear shirts do show your belly?:not usually
What about cleavage?:not usually
Is your best friend a virgin?:2 are 2 arent
Have you ever fucked someone up?:probably
Have you ever been fucked up?:yes
What theme does your room have?:nothing really, it's covered in posters
What size show do you wear?:shoe? 8
What is your screen name on AIM?:tequilaNHOItaco
How are you feeling right now?:bored, stressed and upset
When was the last time you were at a party?:urm last friday
Have you ever given a lapdance?:probably as a joke
Have you ever recieved one?:look above
Has there ever been a rumor spread about you?:hope not
What is one of your bad qualilties?:i get wound up easily and i can't stand up for myself
What is one of your good qualilties?:i cheer some people up?
Would you marry for money?:nope
What do you drive?:i don't
Are you more of a mommys or daddys child?:mummy
So?:is a body spray
Well?:isn't a body spray
When was the last time you cried in school?:urm in maths a few months back when i got stressed
Would you ever hook up with the same sex?:nah probs not
What kind of music do you like?:anything really punk rock, punk pop, rock, ska, metal, emo, pop, technoyey stuff
Would you ever bungee jump?:maybe
What is your worst fear?:snakes and clowns
Would you ever join the army?:probably not
Do you like cows?:they're fucking cool
If you were to die today, what would you do?:see never heard of it with all my friends and get wasted
If you had one last word to say to someone before you die, what would it b?:CHEESE! *haha mel siana and clare word asccoisation game!*
Do you like to party?:yesss
Hearts or broken hearts?:hearts, but mines broken haha...I MUST BE EMO!
Moons or stars?:stars
Coke or pepsi?:both
Favorite scent?:exclamation
Favorite band?:never heard of it
Would you ever dye your hair red?:i have
How many languages can you speak?:2 and one not very well
What time are you finishing this?:21.29
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